Some thoughts from the past few weeks...

God has a way of allowing us to walk through desert times.  Times of such confusion that even the strongest people can begin to doubt the very nature of God Himself.  The things you use to believe so strongly become blurred by the opinions of those closest to you.  Some who mean well and only wish to protect you from all the chaos and deception in the world can end up pushing you into it all the more.

I've become aware more than ever the importance of these times and to appreciate the growth that comes from them.  It's true, some things that happen in life aren't God's original plan.  In fact I believe He weeps with us over the pain we endure at times.  But no matter what injustices come our way I am amazed how He can use what the enemy meant for evil to strengthen us and at the same time still accomplish His perfect plan for our lives.  

Not only does it make us stronger in our faith but it encourages those around us.  I think our testimony is one of the most powerful weapons we have against the enemy.  If he can make us feel alone in our struggles it can feel as though he has the upper hand...I can relate to this on many occasions.  But when we are able to be humble and open about our faults with one another it puts the ball back in our court (or God's you might say).  We become aware of his tactics and all the more determined to push through the temptations.  

It was hard learned and still a struggle at times but I am so grateful for this lesson.  It's an incredible feeling to be used to help someone find freedom in Him.  There are many things He's bringing to the surface these days, little by little.  I am trying to be patient because I know if He were to take them all out at once I would be empty.  He slowly fills every inch of emptiness with Himself before opening another.  What an amazing God He is.

Lauren